Monday, 8 December 2008
Heathrow yang tak gempak
I'm writing from Heathrow.
Sangatlah buhsan,
Tambahan lagi Heathrow sangatlah burok lagi kurang maju. The departure hall, waiting area and kedai2 makan di sini (hehe banyak plak complain)
Terharu tadi ramai yang hantar naik bus.
15 minutes lagi gate open. Harap hand luggage tak exceed limit.
Ok people. Wish me a safe journey home.
Balik dah tau banyak kerja menunggu. Angah dah warning suruh i help her with wedding prepartaions....
Grrr
Ok bye
Muah
;)
Saturday, 6 December 2008
omg..omg..omg..ONE day left
Satu hari saje lagi, I will leave England for good...
For the last few days, I've been busy with packing, meeting people for the last time and packing again. 90% are done. But I still can't believe that I am actually leaving. FOR REAL!
I guess, every journey has an end. So is mine this time.
I am very sad to leave. Especially knowing that I will not come back (for studying). Will embark on a new life elsewhere. Am excited, of course, but I guess at the point of leaving something, it is oftenly heartbreaking. I am also feeling quite reluctant to leave and uncertain about my decision at times. But first step to take is to return home, and then only I'm able to judge the situation from a different perspective (although I have constantly reminded myself about the advantage of this, the uncertainty is always there). Grrr..complicated! I'll leave it to God for guidance. Yang penting, my mission here -ACCOMPLISHED!
Beberapa hari lepas pergi berjalan ke London dengan Cik Intan again. Since she will not be in Cambridge today during the leaving party (plus jamuan raya) at Kak Zetty's place, she called me early morning for a quick breakfast somewhere in city centre. So we met in Agora and chit chat and then exchange photos. Banyak sunggoh! ;)
Lunch hour I went out with Gabriela, and for the first time she put her work aside. She said this would be the last time to spend time with me. I was truly touched. (if you know gabriela, you'll understand why. NOTHING comes between her and her lab work). So we went to Grafton centre, and visit almost all the second hand shops there. I cant believe they have so many things. And they are usable. How come I have never bought any of those before. Mesti save a lot! Anyway..will update all about it nextime (I was dying to update on SOOO many things, but time is always the enemy), because today is all about leaving Cambridge...
Sekejap lagi ade makan2 and so at 11am kene gerak ke tempat Kak Ina. Then they will come to my place to pick up some things. Then malam? Tonite will be my last night in this room...Awwww...sangat sedih...Feels like yesterday..Constantly rearranging my room, decorating it, going back and forth to Argos to buy room accessories. Tak sangka nyer...I guess orang yang duduk sini for PhD lagilah tak dapat menerima kenyataan. Hehe. Anyway, I have so many stuffs! Macam dah duduk sini 3 tahun jgk! Haha.. Last night, Xuling came over to say goodbye (the term has ended, so she is going away to Switzerland for few weeks). Being such a simple person, she was even more astonished with my posessions. The room felt homey, but still a lot of stuffs. Eheh
Well anyway...the feeling is undescribable. I will not believe it until I am on the bus to heathrow tomorrow. Hmmmm.....
I will try not to think of what I'm leaving behind, but will start focussing my mind on what I can explore and achieve in the future. Look forward! Forward! Forward!
Okeh, nak sambung kemas2 and then bersiap. I guess this is it. After one loooong (ok, now it feels very short) year, I have to take my life to another level. Happens to everybody right? Life is all about making decisions. Most famous for the tough ones.
So yup...grow up....
Hmmmmm........
Wednesday, 3 December 2008
Tagged by Pakcik Azizi
1. Your name/username:
2. Left handed or right handed:
3. Favorite letter to write:
4. Least favorite letter to write:
5. Write "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog":
6. Tag 6 people:
Easy-peasy...Write, snap and post ;)
Tuesday, 2 December 2008
Amsterdam Trip 26th - 28th Dec

Oh, gambar ni masih menimbulkan rasa kesal. kenapalah aku beli? It was an impulsive purchase, tgk orang seronok beli, haku pun beli je. Bile tgk balik, gambar windmill tu pun separuh je. Costed us 5 euros, tapi takpela..ade calendar for next year. ;)Gambar2 lain kalau rajin baru upload
XOXO
Saturday, 29 November 2008
Tagged by Kak Ja
Just got back from trip to Amsterdam. Too tired to update on the trip. Also, am not feeling very well, so I did answer half of the questions and then bley terlelap plak. Hehe. So, another half jawab the next day plak...
Kalau boley jawab soalan exam macamni kan best...hikhik
1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
If its Amsterdam time, it's Pakcik Azizi.
Kalau Australia's time, Pakcik Asraf.
Pakcik2 ni memang kelakar la...
2. What were you doing at 0800?
Waiting patiently at Schipol airport for flight back to London.
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Unpacking my luggage.
4. What happened to you in 2006?
Banyak sekali incident nya..one of them was bachelor graduation ;)
Oh, also met Encik Asraf then..Weheee. Was a good year
5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
Hurm...I was talking to Intan in the bus just now and Intan asked me to lower my voice. Saya kan selesema, I cant hear very well so I end up talking loudly to others as if they have lost their hearing too. Hikhik
6. How many beverages did you have today?
One..pecan pie from KFC
7. What color is your hairbrush?
Why are you interested? White anyway..
8.What was the last thing you paid for?
A pair of sports shoes from Clarks in Stansted Airport. Yay yay..kasut baru!
9. Where were you last night?
Night?? Red Light District to be exact. Muahaha. Kak Ja jangan tanye kenapa Jehan berada di sana.. Adelah orang tu bawa kami jenjalan...
10. What color is your front door?
Cream
*****bermulanya sesi menjawab pada hari Sabtu*************
11. Where do you keep your change?
Coin section in my purse..should it be anywhere else?
12. What's the weather like today?
Very foggy!
3. What's the best ice-cream flavor?
I like all..Can't decide! But normally will go for vanilla plus chocolate or pistachio
14. What excites you?
Handbags...verryyy
15. Do you want to cut your hair?
Definitely! First thing after my return
16. Are you over the age of 25?
NOT yet! Yay...haven't reached the quarter century figure yet! Hehe
17. Do you talk a lot?
Depends..most of the time, yes..and most of the time, yang ngarut2 jer... ;P
18. Do you watch the O.C.?
Not anymore! I am obsessed with property auctions and refurbishments shows now. Impressively expensive the property here in the UK.
19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
Hurm..nope..Does Stephen Hawking counts? Coz I've seen him in the wheelchair in Cambridge Market Square ;)
20. Do you make up your own words?
Yes I do...huhu
21. Are you a jealous person?
Not so...tanyelah Encik Asraf kite...aren't I'm the coolest girlfriend ever?? (ya rite)
22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'A'.
Aliaa'..eh no, her name is Nur Aliaa'..So terpaksalah berbalik kepada Asraf then..(ceh, nak jugak include die) but he's not a friend. LOL
23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter 'K'.
Kalsum M. Yusah dari Sabah
24. Who's the first person on your received call list?
Latest....*checking my phone*....it was Patricia
25. What does the last text message you received say?
From Xuling : I just finished my formal dinner, but it's too late to meet you in the pub. Let's arrange for a dinner before you leave to Malaysia.
26. Do you chew on your straw?
Yessss...what a habit
27. Do you have curly hair?
Will not tell ya.....use your imagination!
28. Where's the next place you're going to?
Today's plan is to go to Ely..next week to Switzerland and London..but subject to change..I am still in a bad state now..Suara pun sengau2 cemanelah nak berjalan??!
29. Who's the rudest person in your life?
Oh..I know who that is! I'll keep it to myself though30. What was the last thing you ate?
Roti bakar bersama telur goreng + tomato + mayo + cheese..my normal breakfast
31. Will you get married in the future?
Real soon.....ngehngehngeh
32. What's the best movie you've seen in the past 2 weeks?
Seriously can't remember
33. Is there anyone you like right now?
Ahaaaaa...got got...very much! ;)
34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
15 minutes ago
35. Are you currently depressed?
Hell No! I'm having the time of my life! Alhamdulillah..
36. Did you cry today?
Oh, apakah soalan sedih2 aja..no reason to cry today.. ;)
37. Why did you answer and post this?
I just want to... ;)
38. Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
1 - Faiza from Lancashire - yang sangat rajin meng-update blog beliau. Unlike me, obviously.
2 - Pa'a - yang sedang aktif memulakan bisness..
3 - Winnie kat UM - walaupun busy sila habiskan ye Win!
4 - Yeah - yang tah kat mane tah
5 - Kak Suw - apekah progress thesis anda? Hehe
Yay..done..that was fast! Sila jawab ye kawan kawan ;)
Wednesday, 26 November 2008
Bak kata Asraf, "kalut nak pi mana??"
Okeh, cik intan, let's start the journey....and hope to meet up with Pakcik Azizi in Amsterdam...Hope you'll have the time to join us for dinner okeh. (jangan jeles kak ja.....) muahaha
Safe journey, Jehan
Ok sekarang dah kalut packing..ciao
Friday, 21 November 2008
Benarkah??

Thursday, 20 November 2008
To "you-know-who-you-are"
To you-know-who-you-are...Although we did not spend much time together lately, you are still on my mind (okayyy...)
To you-know-who-you-are....kasih ku tidak berbelah bagi (eeuuuwww)
To you-know-who-you-are....I lap you bebeh!!
Hehehe
Love,
Jehan
Saturday, 15 November 2008
Cemas....
And this morning, angah sent me an email showing an article in Harian Metro....(glamer mak ngahh)

The headline is not the 'Cerita dongeng RM35j' tu yer...Burok sekali headline..anyway, angah said that the reporters were trying to ask for her name during all that chaotic situation. Gilo ape!? Mesti la my sis takmau cakap. And so...they wrote in there 'pemandu wanita yang tidak mahu dikenal'...Muahaha...lawak jer...Plus, what's with the 'Dua sahabat baik'?? They are a couple who will get married end of next month okayy...Sila betulkan fakta anda wahai wartawan yang berkenaan..But that's nothing...most importantly is they are both safe....
Hm..macam..macam.....
Oh yes, my ibu was horrified of course...(ke histeria??)...no worries now...
Friday, 14 November 2008
Life is never perfect..
Haih...another thing to pray for..its never ending isn't it? I'm staying optimist though...I'm a bit upset, but it's OK. To 'you-know-who-you-are' don't feel too bad alright.
Thursday, 13 November 2008
More reason to be grateful.....
Thanks to all who wished me well and prayed all along. Jasamu dikenang....indeed
;)
Sunday, 9 November 2008
7th November Digital Issue of Science is here!
COVER Honey bees (Apis mellifera), here shown on a honeycomb, form complex societies and interact with one another by means of stereotyped social behaviors. A special section beginning on page 891 explores what genetic approaches have taught us about behavior in bees and other species, including humans. Image: Don Farrall, Getty Images
Friday, 7 November 2008
Wise words from David
Do not worry until the very last minute...and during the last minutes, there is no point worrying...
How very true...The way I understand it, do not worry at all...don't you think so? he he
* David is the maintenance guy in my department. Old-funny guy!
Tuesday, 4 November 2008
Happy Anniversary to MYSELF...
A piece of advice from my dad (who also set foot in England for the first time on his own at 18) -just be calm, if you penat, you duduk and think. You tak tau, you tanye orang and the signs are everywhere to guide you. He is so right. Being me (yang agak cepat panick at times), I tend to get lost easily. LOST is like my middle name. Hihihi So yup, I did exactly that. I asked people (at the airport) just to make sure I got the right bus or taking the right exits, carefully reading the directions and signboards, all at the same time keeping guard of my huge-heavy-bulky luggage. Bukannya apa, kalau kat Malaysia kan kita drive..kalau silap pun U-turn je lah. But in this case, the coach ticket price was 33pound (if I remember correctly), so kalau silap takkan soka hati je nak suruh bus stop kan. Plus, damn damn expensive! Well anyway, it was a success to reach cambridge
Fast forward I year later, here I am, at the end of my MPhil... God knows how much I've cherished (and mourned) my life in Cambridge. It's a lifetime experience (as far as I am concerned). Independent sunggoh!
Here are collections of pictures to bring you on a journey of Miss J from Klang all the way to Cambridge the magnificente!!
Snapshots with Fac. Biotech staffs, students, plus messing with Rauda in her lab. Can't remember when exactly. I guess this was 1 week before leaving


There was a makan-makan (or was it kenduri) at my house two days before departure. All staffs of Biotech Fac. were invited and these were the people who turned up. Memang terharu sebab they arrived in 3-4 cars. And this is Selvi and her hand-made gift for me. It's a calendar of 2008 containing pictures of me, her, fahmie, and many more. How toughtful of her. Apart from the bulky-ness I compressed it into my luggage so that I can bring it along to England. Now it's in my college room ;) That's Fahmie and Er also RAs in the faculty.
Ini adalah barisan lecturer dan staff faculty yang sudi datang. I hope the food was good. Can hardly remember now. On the same day, they presented me a pink winter jacket as a departing gift. I tried it on instantly to show how I appreciate it. Mind you, it was bloody HOT on that day. But I dont have any pictures of it. Now I remember, Dr. Yap had an entry about this. When I read it again now. I can only say sigh (in grateful)......cepat btul masa berlalu and how I am blessed. So, bersyukur lah Miss J oii..kala susah dan senang...
During the night of the same day, as usual my family suke je ada karaoke lah, persembahan lah. Memang meriah.. Oh, I used to love all the fame and limelight. Masa kecik2 la..sekarang tidak lagi. If not, sure I dah sign up for AF7! Muahaha Anyway, these are my lil cousins who performed a tradisional dance. And then they sang a song originally called 'Bila Rindu' by VE but modified the lyrics. It's funny to read it again. Later I'll show you. They are truly adorable, me cousins...
And there I was.....the long-awaited day had finally come...3rd November in KLIA. My flight was at 11.55 I think. So technically, on 4th November sharp I'm off from KL..
With abang and Along (and Mikayo inside)
With Abang again and Angah
Family picture
Friends who came to send me off...thanks guys. Yayy we'll meet real soon
Final family picture before I cried my heart out. Muahaha Sudah terasa sebak2 time ni...All the way to the gate I was praying silently. Memang nervous habis lah. But my mind was realy focus then.. I was sad to leave my family behind, but far more excited to start on a new journey.
About an hour after saying goodbyes, I'm already in the plane enjoying the business class treatment by the cabin crew. Muahaha..(oh, made a call to Asraf in the waiting room). Special thanks to my cousin brother, Abg Awie who made sure I get in on time and my seat was secured and for carrying the bags and so on. You are super-duber talented ;)
I think I watched series of movies for 3 hours, slept for 3 hours and then continue with movie marathon. I was reading some books as well I think. Then uncle yang duduk sebelah I (not seen in picture) was super-nice. He's a jet-fighter (I think!) and gave me advice on stuffs. Thanks pakcik..wherever you are now
Alhamdulillah...sudah sampai heathrow....But this is outside heathrow, at the coach station where I have to take a national express bus to cambridge. I didn't know which stop to wait at first, so I asked the pekerja. He made a joke i think, but I responded like 10 seconds later to digest the information I just received from him. owh owh..he was trying to be funny...Susah nak paham okayyy. But then it was all right ;)
Apepun, alhamdulillah sudah setahun di sini and still alive (literally and metaphorically) as life has been tough in cambridge. Nonetheless, I would not exchange my life for anything in the world. Because there were equally pleasure memories that I treasure here. Thanks to my family who has been supporting me all the way, with motivation and prayers. Friends back home and here in cambridge who has also been a wonderful group of support. I owe this to all of you.
*emo seketika*
Pray for the V day people..and then, mission accomplished
My to-do List...when I get back!
Anyway, to be honest, cant wait to be back at home. That's what I've been wanting since..since...since forever! On the other hand, sedey pulak nak balik. Too complicated to think now, so..I'll just go with the flow...
So, below is not a list that must-do thingy, but merely the basic things that maybe it's routine for some people, but I never got around to. So, after a year away from family, I want to do these.....
1 - Prepare breakfast for the family. Before this either Ibu prepare or keluar makan (kak ina's bihun as a good start. It seemed soo easy now. I didn't have a clue on how to make one before this!)
2 - Jog every morning and evening (before this just once in a while. Increase the intensity!)
3 - Oh, yes, gardening! (inspired by the lovely gardens they have here and Gabina, the true nature lover)
4- Again, masak2. For lunch or dinner maybe? (OK, I'm sure saya hanya bersemangat sekarang sahaja. Tapi I am so into cooking lately. So add that to the list)
5- Continue swimming (kat sini, tak pernah pergi. Constantly discouraged by the cold weather)
6- Print segala pictures from digital camera and make albumsssssss (have the feeling this will cost me a lot! but takpe..investment di hari tua..)
7- Read more self-help books. Boley jadi motivator lepas ni
8- Organize my expenses. Invest more money. Save more for travelling (Ibu has tonnes of books on this, might as well read 'em)
9- Give tuition! (ha...i've always wanted to do this. Ada sape2 nak I ajar anak dia? I'm a good teacher you know...hehe (NOT!) Maybe primary school pupils easier. For secondary school, I can only give Biology/Chemistry lessons) Oh, Pendidikan Jasmani pun boley.. ;)
10- Make a family trip (after so long) to...dunno where yet. Along is working on it
11- Trip with friends (would be more interesting this time, as Winnie is the bride-to-be, zulin dh ada boyfy and so on)
12- And last thing I can think of is, pergi shopping bawak mikayo in the baby stroller. Confirm orang ingat I mummy muda.. - I like! ;)
Will update as soon as I can think of anything. Semoga dipanjangkan umur utk sempat achieve all this. Malaysia..here I come......
Nite2
Friday, 31 October 2008
Top 10 reasons why YOU SHOULD DATE A SCIENTIST!
9 - We are over-exposed to latex and have become very tolerable
8 - We are "Oh so smart" you'll never be mentally bored with us... So you wanna know why your poo is brown?
7 - All this thinking we do is terribly draining, so we like to be physically challenged & EXPERIMENT too!
6 - There's no need to see a doctor when you're with us, we've seen & tested just about every bacterial disease there is!
5 - We're physiologically knowledgeable, if you're unhappy about a physical feature, we can Genetically Modify YOU
4 - We can hook you up with all the essential party goods... dry ice, Eppie bombs and a shit load of combustible materials. What more could you want?
3 - We look extremely cute in our white lab coats, especially when we wear nothing underneath
2 - You will sound just as smart as us if you say you're dating a Scientist! (LOL)
1 - Because if you leave us, we'll willingly use you as a lab rat & inject a virus in you
* article copied from Ms. Seetha's
Free copy of SCIENCE magazine, anyone?
It does not matter if your current study/job has nothing to do with science and technology. Ilmu tetap ilmu. So guys and girls, if you are interested, kindly jot down your email addresses and I will forward to you the copy. You will receive an email containing a link. Click on it and voila!, you are in touch with the SCIENCE magazine. SCIENCE magazine people....wooooo.......(hehe macam gempak jer. But of course lah, kalau kene subscribe kan ke rugi.) And no worries, it is realy handy to operate and fairly comfortable to read in this form.
Latest edition : 24th Oct 208

About the cover : The surface of the Sun shows rapidly changing patterns due to convection, as well as global oscillations of very low amplitude. The CoRoT (Convection Rotation and Planetary Transits) satellite, launched in December 2006, has now measured both phenomena in other stars.
Motto saya pada hari ini adalah... Let's Share Because We Care!!
Akhir kata, Tuntutlah ilmu sampai ke negeri China...(why China lah? distance-wise??)
Saturday, 25 October 2008
Rupa itu tidak penting....
Kalau u tengok, puding di bawah, nampak macam sedapp je kan...Rupa cantek, rasa pun sedap (ngehehe)
Tapi kalau dibandingkan antara puding kanan dan kiri, naturally orang akan makan yang kanan dahulu.
puding kanan : ha'ah (riak!), thanks!
puding kiri : Dari mana?
puding kanan : I'm from Russia, how about you?
Puding kiri : Me from South Africa
puding kanan : OoOo....patutler...
puding kiri : erkk??
Walaupun rupa berbeza, rasa kedua-duanya sangat lazat (iye ker?). Sebabnya, mereka datang dari adunan yang sama, dibakar pada suhu dan untuk tempoh yang sama. Cuma dengan keinginan Tuhan, mereka berbeza dari segi rupa...
Ada sedikit kekechiwaan di sini...Tetapi tidak mengapa.."Rupa itu tidak penting", kata Encik Asraf. Agreed. Samalah dengan manusia, walaupun tidak jelita ataupun kacak, hati yang baik dan personaliti yang paling penting...Take note!
Note:
* Puding Roti pisang resipi Jehan (oh, i took it from somewhere long time ago), aktiviti Sabtu pagi (as early as 7am)
* I have nothing against Russian, so far all my russian friends are super nice!
* Have nothing agains South African too, so far all my S.African friends are....well, black! ;) missing the point here, they are super nice too!

